I will be married in October

Is It really such a crime to want to be? John said that there's no way that'll ever happen. He says I have a stupid reason and it's a stupid month. I wanted him to try the cologne Drakkar, but it's a stupid reason (I like it) and it'll remind me of other people (not totally true) and he's stuck on the brand he's wearing now and isn't even willing to try anything new (even though his scent has been discontinued). I asked what he would do if I got him Drakkar for christmas (which I wasn't planning on) and he said he wouldn't wear it. He says I need to get over crap, well I think he needs to get over shit. And if there ever came a day when we would be married (which I know now there probably won't be) he's already got the whole thing planned out. And even though they're not bad plans and actually well thought out, I don't have much of a say in it at all. We got in an argument over it last night and I said "Well we're not even engaged so I'm not even going to talk about a wedding with you." He shut up.

 John said I have things about me that aren't perfect that need to change if the relationship is to work out. I know for a fact there are things he's got to change if there are any hopes for him holding a relationship with anyone. Any girl is going to request cologne and there is always a reason behind it. Whether they tell the truth or not. Unless you get a guy like Taylor who has a natural scent that is enticing. I like the scent of John, I just like Drakkar too. No crime there. I'm just a girl and he wanted a girl friend so I gave him one. But in return, I asked for a boyfriend.