"See? If we ever get pissed at eachother, the house will be spotless, and there will be a great dinner!"
"Five course meal?"
"Well, I don't like to cook that much."
Shane and I were aimlessly walking around Delta. He had to wait an hour for his metro bus and I had to wait four hours for my class to start. Over the past few weeks we had gotten to know each other gradually better, and although he was kinda weird at first (after all who picks ME out of a whole class of kids to be friends with?). But after a while I learned that he actually wasn't that bad of a guy (criminal record be damned). But he was humble and easy to talk to. And he was interesting. He had crazy stories to tell that I"m not used to. (after all when I learn someone went to Wenona for a few weeks I automatically stereotype them and try to stay away from them). And now we sit together and do our math together and I feel smart since I'm a tad bit better at it than he is. And we hang out on Thursdays as well. Unlike the other guys I've met at delta, he actually is continuing to be my friend even after learning I have a boyfriend. He's another one of those boys that has mostly girls for friends (great, right?). It's really nice to have finally met someone who also writes and isn't a creeper.
John's back to getting upset if we don't cuddle or lay together or whatever you want to call it. Yesterday he said we never go over to the house anymore so I said we could go watch the Office or what have you. and he wanted to lay down and I said I wasn't in the mood, and he got pissy for nearly 20 minutes wanting to know what my problem was lately.Even though I had been like that for a long time and he just doesn't get that I'm not in the mood for him. I fear the end is near, which is great news for Taylor, even though he knows that this terrible love triangle is basically suicide for me. I don't want to sit in the middle any more either. It's just to difficult. There's not enough room. And yet that's terrible too.
Did I have homework for communication? Oh, Saturday should be fun. John wants me to go bar hopping with his friend whom got so wasted the last time they did this, she threw up all over the place at the Texan. Great, just the kind of person I want to be around. Bar hopping and being bored sounds just fantastic. Then again, I could go bowling with Taylor, even though my dad and Judy and Nick will be there too and will most likely think bad things if they see Taylor and I there together. So its either go bar hopping and hate it, or go to a different bowling alley... Choices...
