Silent treatment

So last night, at about 11pm, I was on the phone with my friend Nathan when he enlightened me on some gossip. Now, we all know I hate the damn stuff but I really couldn't help but do something about this one. Nathan told me that his friend Nicole (one of the girls that was at the pats parade with Sam and I) was breaking up with her boyfriend for Sam. AND that Sam told Jamie and his other little friends that he raped me and they're actually pissed about the whole ordeal. Calling him a jackass and such (that was at Western so I wasn't there for that lovely moment). Nathan already knew what had happened to me so it came as no surprise to him. Although he was wondering why Sam would so boldy tell girls he liked that he had done that to me. And he was still going to get Nicole after that feat.

And, duh, I was generally pissed about him exploiting my personal life to everyone. I would have been more pissed but I was asleep when Nathan had called (9:30pm). So I put Nathan on speaker phone and while I was talking to him I texted Sam calling him a hypocrite and saying thanks for telling everyone about our personal life. He replied rather fast and didn't know what I was talking about. I told him that he was a hypocrite for convincing Nicole to break up with her boyfriend for him when he had hated when I dumped him for Matt. Sam said he had no idea that that was even going on. And he even said that he never said anything to Jamie or any of them about my assault and had no idea on how they even found out. He asked where I heard it from and I told him Nathan. All he said was "I see". I asked him what he saw (getting ever so more pissed at him) and he said that Jamie must be running her mouth about shit that she doesn't know anything about and that he had no idea about Nicole. I replied with "Typical of sophomore girls". Always looking for drama. I kinda wish I did go to Western now, shit, I'm POPULAR! Fuck yeah!

I continued talking to Nathan well into the night; laughing at ourselves because even though we were on the phone with each other, we texted our conversation back and forth and laughed at our replies. After a while he started to spell alot of words wrong and I decided it was time to let him get to sleep.

Other than Sam being a jackass, Shannon telling everyone I'm engaged before I can even get to them, and Taylor testing me, life has been kinda normal...even though I've forgotten what normal is. Insulation is well on it's way and my room, kitchen, living room, keeping room, back hallway, bathroom, and guest room are all done. Ta da! And by now I really really hope the entire house is complete. My mom said that after they get their taxes (or something) they'll have enough money to get siding and maybe, cross our fingers, a new front porch. Yippee! I'm not too excited about the front porch ordeal, my mom wants it all wood with wooden pillars and such. Very country like. I have a feeling they're trying to bring back our Auburn house, which was very country-ish. At least this is proof we won't be moving any time soon. Hopefully I'll be the next to move (unless Nick gets his act together). Taylor and I plan on moving to Caseville as soon as he graduates. And getting married whenever the financial situation is right. My mom hates that. She wants us to be graduated from college with full time jobs before we even think about marriage and kids. I think the one thing that Taylor and I really have in common is that we can't even get that far in our current situations. We need each other and the freedom of being independent and away from our families.

I'm starting to feel unwelcome in my own home...