I told myself one morning long ago, that I'd never let my heart break. It wasn't made to shatter, just like the rest of me. It's flexible and forgetful, just like me. No guy would ever hurt me because I'm invincible, just like I'd train my heart to be. But then there was you and you were the loop hole in this equation because you're not just like me. You squeezed in and found a new home and now I'm living with the consequence of an old love that died and new guy who replaced him. But he's the same guy, but he's just not like me.
I'm powerful and I won't break that easily, yeah you're not like me, and I may not be she, but before her there was nothing and I made you into who you should have been, but even you couldn't be that.
I wish I could slap you, push you, and never see your face again. How your hurtful words affect me you'll never know. It'll never be what it was because lifes not what it seems. Not anymore, but now I've got a clear vision and a tight grip on things, and lifes got a loose grip on me. I'm going to explore this world, until you find you and I find me. Then you'll seek me out, because I'll always haunt you. But when you find me, I'll never be where you are. I'm just memory and that time and place will never exist at the same time again.
Every shadow is yours and every light is his. I'll walk over you and fly away. Say you hate me and you never really wanted me, I know it's not true. I loved you with all that love could ever be but when I wasn't enough for you, I was everything he ever could have wanted, and I dove through his eyes to find you but you weren't willing to love anymore. So you shut me up and I shut you out. Goodbye Vinewood. Hello Hollywood. Chase me if you want but you're better off going back to the way you were. Pretend to be happier with someone else, but even you know nobody else will ever be able to replace me.
Monday, August 2, 2010
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