Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Taken forgranted...again

This really should be something I'm used to. My so called "friends" did it in middle school and when I proved them wrong, I WAS ALWAYS there for them, they just made up another excuse as to why they didn't want my friendship anymore. Sure, we all remember the bad times, but never the times that actually matter and count. Shannon wants to move to Tenn. Why? Who knows. To supposedly get away from everyone here. Why? Because we make her life hell apparently. Life will be so much better without Michigan friends and family. Even though you don't have to leave state to find happiness. I'm just moving out of town, that's all that needs to be done really.

Of course I was scolded yesterday about how I'm "never there for her" which is bullshit. I text and call her everyweek to make sure all is well. And while she was in Tenn., visiting "friends", I texted her to say I was worried about her. But Tenn. is great! Even though every time she called me she was crying saying so and so was a bitch and all Matts are jerks and feeling awkward as a third wheel. Hell of a lot better than Michigan though. I'm sure she only yelled at me, she never scolds Chelsea for anything. Not that I want her to. I just want her to realize that it's her Dad that makes her life hell not her friends. All she has to do is move out and he'll be back to lonely Norm who wants her to visit and etc., we've all heard the story before. You would think that in a time like this she wouldn't be pushing her friends away.

Another thing before I run off to history class, Shannon says I'm completely wrapped up in Taylor drama. What drama? There hasn't been any in a long time. And if I always did put Taylor in front of her (which I can feel free to do now) then I would have invited him to go bowling with me instead of her and Chels. But I wanted a girls night out. Hey I actually had tokens so we could play free games of bowling, so stop complaining that it was on a Sunday, or in early afternoon, we're COLLEGE students. We dont' have time to do things like we did in high school. We do what we can to make it count. But apparent ly, that doesn't matter anymore.

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