Let's "Make Love"

It's sad that you don't even know me. It's probably my fault though. I don't act like myself whenever I'm around you. There's so much we have in common that you don't even know because you're not willing to believe.

I was sitting at the lunch table today with Ben, getting to know each other and such, and he was going on and on about how he though I was this quiet girl but in all reality, I was more of a rebel then he knew. He thought we might have God in common. Then my friend Zack from highschool joined us and we had fun talking about football and baseball and my boyfriend. After he left, Ben told me about his personal issues with his ex that he was still in love with. So cute. I couldn't really help though, not my area of expertice, if you catch my drift.

On a different note, I've been hurt so many times before that it's very easy for me to get upset when something happens. It's called being over protective of my relationship, to inevidently protect me in the process. I blame myself for everything because I'm tired of it being the guys fault. Actually, I'm rather strict these days, and am surprised that there even is anyone out there who can feed that hunger and/or put up with me. I'm not needy or obsessive, that's just weird, I just don't wish to be hurt anymore. :]