Well, folks, I did it again. Like a bad re-run I some how managed to fail yet another Psychology test. I don't understand why this keeps happening! I studied and knew the terms! I made great guesses (he went over some on the overhead and I got THEM right!). Now what the hell am I supposed to do? I can't do extra credit and I can't make up tests. No matter how great I write a paper for English it gets wierd comments and I've never gotten full points on one yet. I think the only thing saving me from jumping off a mental bridge is my film and MATH grade. Can you believe it?!!? I get the results of my math test this afternoon. Somebody have mercy on my pititful soul.
This sucks, this seriously sucks, now I have to find a job (according to my mom) so my parents can"borrow" money from me. How am I supposed to do that when I'm usually busy all weekend and studying until late during the week? I need to find a more flexible schedule. Hopefully this winter will be more calm. But...I don't know what I'm going to do about my psy grade. I'll most likely need to retake it inorder for SVSU to take me in. Thanks to their "C or better" rule. I should have just started off there, even though it's more expensive, at least I knew with my high school grades I could've gotten in. Now my college shit is going to mess it up. Maybe I should just not even try and I'll pass a frickin' test. I'm such a fucking retard. I take notes and study them, participate in class and read my damn book. Still nothing. Bullshit, there has to be something wrong with what I'm doing.
At this rate, I might as well work at Aldi's fro the rest of my life and be a lonely old cat lady with no life. Sorry, myself esteem is really low right now. My acedemic writing sucks, psychology sucks, and even though I understand film (and I proved that yesterday in class) there isn't anything there to help me. Do I need to find an all new career. I'm really going to hear it from Ben when I hear he passed because he had God on his side. Whatever, I'm going to McDonalds for lunch, bitches.
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Wow! I know exactly how you feel. The whole "C or better" rule gets to me too. A lot! I'm more than stressed out over Math and every class in general. I'm here for ya if you need to talk. :)
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