Meanwhile, I'm here broken

Yesterday, I went on a bit of rage. But it wasn't external until Nick was stupid and (with my mother right there) I called him a pain in the ass.

Today was much better (so far). Taylor was able to come over for a couple hours and although we didn't spend much time together together, it did mean alot fo me that he came over and was still alive. Not to mention he stopped me several times from killing my younger brothers friend. A complete asshole in training (josh is). And I did promise myself I would mention the pumpkin farm, which was fun as always. I watched lil children run in fear as the Copico Bank mascot chased them down the rows of pumkins (I high-fived it afterwards) and I pushed Josh into the goat cage. Which was also hilarious.

Today is also Kelseys birthday, but I can't go because there is a high chance that Matthew would be there, and although it would be a great chance to finally kill him, I must restrain myself. Tis' why I'm here at Delta on a Sunday while Kyle is in taking a math test. After this we will venture over to Great Wall and eat to our hearts content. Good thing to, cuz I'm starving.

Crap, I still have my two math assignments to do. Better get on that tonight. But then again, I don't have that class until Tuesday...naw, no more putting it off.

Good News!!!! I got my waterbed filled up! And my step father told Taylor that he can come upstairs because he "trusts him". That's good. He said that he didn't trust Matthew, which got my attention because he was the only one who didn't. Good thing to, because my mother still doesn't know that the real reason we broke up was because he was obsessed with me and wanted to marry and impregnate me right now. Like baby next year. I should have killed him on the spot. I can see that with Taylor, but Matthew was just crazy.

Speaking of Taylor, hopefully everything calms down and now that our relationship is on a 'contract' (a suggestion by the police) I really hope that nothing too crazy happens and I get thrown in jail because once it's a formal agreement on paper and signed, there's no excuse for him being late...or me for that matter...

Ofcoarse I had to laugh when my mom said that a contract can't stop us from having sex. So not what I expected her to say.