"Night...morning...Twilight :)"

As tired as I was last night at about midnight, I still grabbed my phone to see who was texting me. I had gotten two messages. One was from Ben and the other from Shae. Shae had been texting me alot lately and I wasn't sure how to take it until he bluntly asked me out to a movie. Those who know my past know that I had a WTF moment and a heart attack to accompany it. Ben, on the other hand, wanted to know if it was okay for him to call me. He needed to talk about something important. I said, "Oh Ben, in the morning plz :)" and he responded with "I know I'm probably being a dick but please can I just have 5 minutes? I swear I won't be mad if you say no." I rolled my eyes and said okay. He called me and basically was like "wow, hi, how ya been?". Basically the poor guy was having problems with his sorta not really girl friend, Kayla. It took him a long time to explain exactly what he was going through then he apologized for taking up my time. 8 minutes now. I said it was fine and he said I had a nice voice. Then started yelling at himself for saying that. He kept saying things then immediatly regretting them. He asked if I was still mad at him from school. I said no. He said "I'll probably end up regretting saying this and I'm not trying to steal you away from Swifty, don't think that, but...during school--I can say this now because I'm not going to Delta next semester--but I had a crush on you, and when I was mean to you, it was because I was mad because I was growing towards you and away from Kayla." I laid there listening to him explain himself. He said sorry. I said I already knew all that. Ben always said I was just like Kayla, he even called me Kayla on accident sometimes. Now I was the only person who he could turn to, popular Ben only had me to confess to.

Well, that promised 5 minutes turned into just over an hour. We talked about everything from Kayla and Delta to what we do during the day to Twilight. Which Ben went on and on about the books and the characters and Bellas want to be a vampire...Then of coarse Ben asked if I was a christian yet. "Seriously, you're so cool, why can't you just be christian?". I don't know, I guess I have to find something to believe in first. Really, I liked hearing from Ben. I didn't miss him, but I know he won't be there in class on monday, and that thought kinda depresses me.