No I don't think I will...

Well folks, it finally happened. I got full credit on my psychology homework. My teacher even wrote a little note at the bottom to suggest that I go talk to financial aide to see if they could help out with my food issues. I was really happy that I had done so good on my homework, but I know that there's still no hope for my grade. Maybe I'll get an E+. haha. I'm starting to lose my mind. I find myself wanting t sleep longer, talking to myself, freezing to death, and not wanting to do anything if it has a hint of productivity to it. Well, I really want to clean my room, but today I had to get to my dads house and take an online test my film teacher assigned. This is what I don't get. It was open book, I looked probably 99% of my answers up, and I got 10/20. I'm pissed.

Poor shaly called me last night (while I was half asleep) and asked if I wanted to go to a concert with her. I said no. I can't stand the bands and, although I feel bad she'll have to go with her dad and his GF, this will be another busy week for me and I need to put the gas pedal down and get a move on. I'll probably have work for the first time this weekend, I'm pretty frickin' psyched that I will actually be making money. Mostly for my phone bill and food. Mmm, food. I ate so much today I thought I was going to explode, still do. My dreams are weird at night. Last night I dreamt that my step father and my half brothers went on a trip and we ended up killing our animal friends and I was the only one who felt bad about it. I said something about it and my step dad yelled at me for caring, then kicked me out of the adventure, or whatever, we were on. I remember watching a boy drown his puppy to punish it for killing a weasel. *Shudders*